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possibly: Fucking Earthlink, they must be doing updates, I can't hit my own fucking page, bastards
deadroses: sons a bitches
possibly: Yep
possibly: Luckily I can just read it offline
possibly: Yah
possibly: I didn't
possibly: Have not spilled the beans yet
possibly: My dad…his last years were not kind to him
possibly: Somewhere down the line, that John Wayne motherfucka got caught up in the wrong shit and weed turned to mainlining and then next thing anyone knew, he was fucking so much waste on a shitty linoleum tiled kitchen floor
possibly: It's time time to write the second piece about my father
possibly: Ok now earthllink is working
possibly: Uh Mike?
deadroses: you therre
deadroses: that was fucking weird
possibly: When did I lose you, i'll paste the rest to you eh
deadroses: we have so much in common man its fuckin scary'
possibly: You think eh?
possibly: My dad was a great man, but he was conqured in the end
possibly: I couldn't write that in that first piece, I just wanted to write about my love for him,before I tore his shit down, like i'm going to do
possibly: Soon...
deadroses: my dad actually became a heroine addict in texas after they seprated and he almost died right before he moved back up north to be near us
possibly: Less I walk in his footsteps
possibly: I dig you
possibly: That is crazy then huh, but the world is like that, full of dejavu's
deadroses: yeah huge fear of becoming an alchy from my dad
deadroses: was for a while
possibly: I dig you
possibly: It runs deep in my family as well
deadroses: my gpa just died at easter from the shit
possibly: Funny how blood follows us like a curse eh
deadroses: yeah...circles in circles
possibly: I dig you, yeah, it's some wacky shit, life is a serious bitch
possibly: When I was thirteen my mom and I were arguing
possibly: I told her life is hard then you dide
possibly: die
possibly: and she said "You mean Life is a bitch, then you die"
possibly: And I Was like "No, I said life is hard"
possibly: Point being
possibly: I thought my mom was the bitch and didn't confuse her with a hard life, as opposed to the rightful title of being the only bitch in my life
possibly: Man
possibly: I'm getting surly tonight : )
deadroses: yeah. its thurday though
possibly: Heh
deadroses: thursday
possibly: yah
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