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--- possibly: Man all my ex's are nuts deadroses: yeah all my exes are buried in texas possibly: heh possibly: You're about as funny as me Mike :D deadroses: dont tell anyone though possibly: No problem deadroses: :-$ possibly: Hah possibly: I'm going out to chill in Athens in a few days with some friends possibly: The Girlfriend has some conflict with them a bit though possibly: Which is understandable, but not very european of her possibly: I'm terrified of marriage Mike, so I not only envy you but respect you possibly: A huge part of me wants to start a modern commune deadroses: its all good deadroses: where do i sign the fuck up? possibly: the other part wants the serious security of someone who seriously loves me and I them possibly: But marriage seems so permanent, and divorce is like koolaid these days possibly: Sigh deadroses: yeah....all it needs a little more sugar possibly: No shit, I don't want divorce and i'm not even married deadroses: yeah my mom and dad getting a divorce threw me off at an early age possibly: I didn't even notice my folks possibly: My folks seperated when I was five, but it seemed normal to me possibly: Not like it was "common" possibly: Just... possibly: It didn't bother me deadroses: me too...5 years old possibly: My father was a patriarchal god possibly: So his influence was always felt, but I didn't know I had a fucked up childhood till much later possibly: When I hung out with my rich jewish enclave of friends and their parents were still together and had far more then my folks ever had possibly: Even then possibly: I didn't feel too bad about the whole ordeal deadroses: mine was a ghost man that shows up in random memories and bits of old photographs..always happy and yet later it semed all a lie possibly: I dig you on that too dude possibly: Have you read my "father" piece at KungFu possibly: It's one of the "old school" rants deadroses: yeah pretty deep...i actually have one of those here somewhere possibly: I dig you possibly: I don't remember how honest I was or completely coming through I was in it, i'm gonna look at it real quick deadroses: yeah let me find mine real fast |
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